She

She swore she not love me,Ella juró que no me amaba,

But her made me smile.Pero ella me hizo sonreír.

Not always she was alive,No siempre ella estaba viva,

But i'm too blame for her having been here.Pero yo soy el culpable de que haya estado aquí.

She was always guilty,Ella siempre fue la culpable,

But was i who acted wrongly.Pero fui yo quien actuó mal.

She knows that i'm not innocent,Ella sabe que no soy inocente,

And that was my worst mistake.Y ese fue mi peor error.

Could live without it,Podría vivir sin ella,

But this hurt is real.Pero este dolor es real.

I don't understand it,No lo entiendo,

But it's what i feel.Pero es lo que siento.

I know you told me that,Sé que me dijiste que

It would live only once.Solo se vive una vez.

For in the truth it already,Porque en realidad,

Would be enough.Sería suficiente.

I would change for her,Cambiaría por ella,

But i've to take it from me.Pero tengo que sacarlo de mí.

I built a world for her,Construí un mundo para ella,

But she's not here. [ Anymore ]Pero ella no está aquí. [Ya no]

She is real,Ella es real,

But my faith has run.Pero mi fe se ha ido.

But i don't wanna to leave,Pero no quiero irme,

Without take what she left.Sin llevarme lo que ella dejó.

Could live without it,Podría vivir sin ella,

But this hurt is real.Pero este dolor es real.

I don't understand it,No lo entiendo,

But it's what i feel.Pero es lo que siento.

I know you told me that,Sé que me dijiste que

It would live only once.Solo se vive una vez.

For in the truth it already,Porque en realidad,

Would be enough.Sería suficiente.

But it seems that she doesn't know my rules.Pero parece que ella no conoce mis reglas.

And this seems have left her happy.Y parece que la dejaron feliz.

She seemed to be innocent, seemed to be what i wanted most.Parecía ser inocente, parecía ser lo que más quería.

But it was all a camouflage, and was she who let those wounds.Pero todo era un camuflaje, y fue ella quien dejó esas heridas.

I wanted not just be your friend,No quería solo ser tu amigo,

But today i wants to leave.Pero hoy quiero irme.

And i had to kill her,Y tuve que matarla,

For she be ripped out of me.Para que fuera arrancada de mí.

I wanted not just be your friend,No quería solo ser tu amigo,

But today i wants to leave.Pero hoy quiero irme.

Finally i killed her,Finalmente la maté,

She finally was ripped out of me.Finalmente fue arrancada de mí.

But it seems this is not enough,Pero parece que esto no es suficiente,

I still feel that she is here.Todavía siento que ella está aquí.

I can't tell who is guilty,No puedo decir quién es culpable,

In fact the problem was always me.De hecho, el problema siempre fui yo.

I see the time will not be enough to choke this hurt who only growing.Veo que el tiempo no será suficiente para sofocar este dolor que solo crece.

What i feel is a great void, But to a certain time was different.Lo que siento es un gran vacío, Pero en cierto momento era diferente.

It show how much things change,Muestra cuánto cambian las cosas,

And is inevitable happens the opposite.Y es inevitable que ocurra lo contrario.

In the fact already gotten used it,De hecho, ya me acostumbré a ello,

And again i see that my fate was always without her.Y de nuevo veo que mi destino siempre fue sin ella.

But nothing is as before,Pero nada es como antes,

And want to relive it would be a mistake.Y querer revivirlo sería un error.

I know that i will not go back,Sé que no volveré,

Because my fate was always without her.Porque mi destino siempre fue sin ella.

She isn't here.Ella no está aquí.

She isn't real,Ella no es real,

I can't make her real.No puedo hacerla real.